Tuesday, July 11, 2006
I MISS THE COMPUTER SO MUCH!
-sobs-
*hugs the computer*
I MISS MY PHONE EVEN MORE LAR!!!
*kisses my phone. oh baby you're back!*
although being uncontactable is good.
more peaceful and less nonsense in my way.
but the inconvenience kills.
i nearly died. =X
what's more i went back to hall without a phone or my laptop.
i swear i was bored till tears.
oh i picked up my repaired laptop today.
but guess what?
it refuses to boot up now. -.-''
lousy shyt! i'm sueing fujitsu.
CUTS are addictive. mind you.
but whatever. i've enough of those rubbish.
let me clarify things.
i don't do it over somebody.
i do it for myself.
my point of release.
my way of letting go.
dumb and stupid yeah. i know. everybody has got their own methods.
my excuse.
if you really know what hurt is, like you claim you do.
then you should understand why.
the pain never goes away.
even if you're gone.
i'm still miserable as hell!
feelings don't just fade.
but i'm closed now.
all entries to my mind blocked.
all doors to my heart locked.
solitude.
till my soul is at peace again.
- evan
at 7/11/2006 01:55:00 AM.
